she's losing it
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2008I’ve set out to write something for a few days, unable to string anything together that wasn’t angry, resentful and mean. I finally came to just writing about the facts based on my perception, and that would suffice for the message I wish to convey and the need to speak my truth.
I have toiled [...]
Dear Mom
Monday, March 3rd, 2008Dear Mom:
Brother and I owe you an apology– we have been indulging in a months-long fantasy that you’ve been OK, ever since you left here in November. We should have known that two breaks in two months was too much, and come out to visit earlier. But we’ve been hoping and wishing that you’d be [...]
Thank my lucky Superstar
Friday, February 22nd, 2008Sometimes, I think our partners have the patience of saints. Is it just me, or do we Real Mental types tend to find the most supportive, understanding, kind partners, ever? From what I’ve read on others’ blogs, it’s not just me. Our mates, they are pretty awesome. I’m so very happy I finally found someone [...]
you said you’d be coming back this way again baby
Wednesday, February 6th, 2008I have been on medication for two years. I have tried drugs at other points in my life, but never stuck to them, or became addicted to them. Ativan, lorazepam - they are my friends. Too much so. My addictive personality. I can’t use moderation with those “downer” type meds. So the doctors just don’t [...]
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