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Thursday, June 19th, 2008I woke up late this morning, as I’ve been doing since summer began. I stay up way too late and sleep late. Last night, I was piddling around in the garden until about 1am. I put up torch lights with the fuel to keep bugs away, and then I rearranged the lights [...]
Knowing is half the battle
Monday, April 28th, 2008I mean, not to draw deep meaning from the G.I. Joe cartoons, but really, it is. Paying attention to my illness, as annoying as it is to have to be that self-aware, is the only way to ensure that I keep myself out of trouble. And I’m pretty good at that part. But. But?
Did you [...]
Out of control
Monday, March 17th, 2008I am a control freak, a perfectionist. I am sure that some of it is the “nurture” effect of being an ACOA, but that’s not all it. I am, by nature, a Type A as well, and the need to achieve, to prove, to surmount, to perfect is at the firm core of my personality, [...]
Something in my belly
Tuesday, February 19th, 2008There is something in my belly, and I finally know what it is. My belly is the storage for very intense emotions, ones that were stuffed far away not to ever be seen, or heard by anyone.
I’ve figured out that when the belly is disrupted in any way, I break out into a serious [...]