self harm
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Tuesday, March 18th, 2008Dear Mom,
I need to let you know that I am no longer mad.
It is possible that you didn’t know I was mad to begin with. Being a mother myself, I could speculate that you may have not known what “it” was, but I’m sure you’ve known that something wasn’t right with us.
When I called [...]
Moments Like This
Thursday, March 13th, 2008By Perksofbeingme
It’s moments like this when I have to write. When the feeling gets so intense that it’s all I can think about. When I hold that razor in my hand feeling it’s cold metal against my skin. It’s at this moment that I know I’m in trouble. It’s at this [...]
Update to “Deja Vu All Over Again”
Saturday, March 8th, 2008Original post here.
The voices finally got the best of me. I couldn’t sleep one night and my head was roaring so I walked outside hoping the cold air would calm things down. It did not. I acted on the voice and injured myself. My thinking at the time was that if I bent to the [...]
It Gets Worse
Tuesday, January 8th, 2008So I wrote about my cousin’s issues here.
Last night I get a phone call from her older sister and those rumours flying about her doing sexual favours for money have escalated.
We’re terrified, of course. I feel like my Aunt and Uncle should know this stuff but older sister is afraid - she is trying to [...]