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Sunday, December 23rd, 2007They’re working. My drugs are working. After months, MONTHS, of going through hell, I feel…almost normal. Whatever the hell normal is, that is.
I saw my doctor two weeks ago and told her what happened with the high dose of Wellbutrin. I had already knocked myself down to the half dose, expecting that she’d take me [...]
Rebuilding
Monday, December 10th, 2007My house is in a state of deconstruction. Fix It Dude comes over everyday at 7 a.m. (yes, even in the -26 C weather) and wakes me up with the sound of a crowbar against aluminum siding. He rips off pieces of my abode, tossing the metal and wood in an unruly pile on my [...]
Strike three
Sunday, November 25th, 2007I am so frustrated and exhausted, I have no idea where to even begin. Remember how I was waiting for the Wellbutrin to kick in? Well, it didn’t. Or rather, it did, with disastrous results.
After two months of being on it and noticing no change in the near-crippling depression I was experiencing, my doctor decided [...]
Balance
Sunday, November 11th, 2007I got my second tattoo yesterday.
The first one was two years ago, for my 30th birthday. I needed to mark myself to commemorate everything I had been through in the first three decades of my life.
Once I had the urge to do it, I knew right away what the tattoo would be - a treble clef [...]