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« Previous EntriesLeaving Safety
Friday, July 18th, 2008I find myself in the middle of an unknown patch of life, and I instinctively know I am not safe.
One of them asks aloud, “is this really happening”?
Another one answers, “no, it’s just another psychotic moment she’s having”.
I respond with, “I cannot be sure”.
The faces around me are familiar.
Their smiles are not.
Are those jagged teeth [...]
Internal Bruising
Friday, July 11th, 2008I had therapy this week and, it was intense. One of those sessions in which you regress and experience deep emotions that are under lock and key.
My therapist is very good at stopping me when I hit one of those points and encouraging me to feel and experience the moment. My preference [...]
My Biggest Regret
Tuesday, July 1st, 2008This is not one of my favorite stories from my past, and I’m not sure why I am writing about it. Without trying to sound too maudlin, sometimes the writing makes it’s own path without me knowing why.
It was my eighteenth birthday, and I was working my full time job as a sales floor [...]
Today
Thursday, June 19th, 2008I woke up late this morning, as I’ve been doing since summer began. I stay up way too late and sleep late. Last night, I was piddling around in the garden until about 1am. I put up torch lights with the fuel to keep bugs away, and then I rearranged the lights [...]
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