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Thursday, November 1st, 2007By Blue
The therapist called today.
I’ve never met her. I was referred to her in March. March! It’s now November. Thanks Mental Health Safety Net - good thing I tried to figure this shit out on my own, sorta.
I’m not sure if I want to call her back and begin this [...]
Forgive? Forget? Let go?
Saturday, October 27th, 2007My mother’s coming to visit. I’m very mixed in my feelings about it. On the one hand, I’m hoping to confirm what our phone calls are telling me– that she’s worlds better than she’s been for decades, since this spring’s bipolar diagnosis. On the other hand, I’ve got years of pent-up resentment and anger waiting [...]
The Struggle
Wednesday, October 24th, 2007I wrote this part 6 weeks ago:
tonight i am not drunk. i started to drink and ran out of booze. that is probably best since it’s a school day and i want to be sure i’m up for that. every day i make promises to myself to not give up life, not [...]
The condition my condition is in
Sunday, October 21st, 2007I won’t mince words initially. The psychiatrist I have been seeing since late 1998 is part of my past. She helped me I first started to see her, she understood things no one else seemed to. She could peg me when I sometimes said only a few things or struggled with words. The medication she [...]
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