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Wednesday, March 5th, 2008It’s been on me now for months now. It sits in the middle of my head, buzzing like some sort of damned demented tsetse fly. I am defeated for no reason whatsoever. I can’t smile, at least not for myself, and my eyes are always heavy.
I know that part of the solution is to move [...]
The List
Tuesday, January 15th, 2008I haven’t been to therapy recently and don’t go again for a couple of weeks. Truthfully, I haven’t thought much about my issues lately. I’m not sleeping well or eating much, but it’s not due to sadness or feeling overwhelmed. I’m excited about life these days and can’t wait to start the [...]
It Gets Worse
Tuesday, January 8th, 2008So I wrote about my cousin’s issues here.
Last night I get a phone call from her older sister and those rumours flying about her doing sexual favours for money have escalated.
We’re terrified, of course. I feel like my Aunt and Uncle should know this stuff but older sister is afraid - she is trying to [...]
Hereditary
Wednesday, January 2nd, 2008I wrote this in part (in comments) on Belinda’s post about Kendra’s Law and wanted to elaborate considerably:
My 15 year old cousin is showing severe signs of Borderline Personality Disorder and Bipolar. My grandmother’s mother seems to have had it, my mother had it, and now this (female) cousin.
This isn’t teen angst - we [...]