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Saturday, December 15th, 2007I think about that cutesy image used to explain codependency from in the early 1990s that was so popular; the family as a mobile. We’re all strung by bits of thin white thread, dangling from bent wires. One of us moves and we all move, wobbling, swaying, affected. Spinning, spinning.
I make the mobile spin all [...]
I Try To Go Out
Sunday, November 18th, 2007by Stormybluez
I try to go out every afternoon- for a walk… to the beach… to buy smokes… lay in bed at a friend’s - drive drive drive…save me from me < breath fresh night air.
I’m taking TRAZODONE 50 mg for a little over a week now. at first it put me right out and i [...]
I Don’t Feel Good
Sunday, November 4th, 2007By StormyBluez
I don’t feel good.
I went to my psychiatric App. 1st in 10 years - it was horrible, I felt worst than before I went in yesterday, He was so rushy - he said - 1 on 1 - on an on going basis was not what they offered - tops is 6 sessions solo.
Everything [...]
I Can’t Even Get Dressed Today
Friday, October 26th, 2007By StormyBluez
I haven’t had a psychiatric app. in about 10 years. 11 years ago it was Prozac. I was 13. I felt that the Prozac robbed me of my creativity I remember it making me feel very empty. I stopped after 4 weeks and rebelled against all help psychiatric.
Ive always drank far too much- [...]