she's losing it
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Wednesday, August 27th, 2008Motherfucking hell I thought in my head when I left my Doctor’s office. My thyroid levels are worse, not better.
He doubles the dosage, then I come back in two months to repeat the process of getting blood work, followed up a week later with another appointment with him to check the levels again. [...]
Plateau
Monday, August 18th, 2008In geography class, we learned that a plateau is a geologic formation, with a flat top and often, sheer or highly-angled slopes supporting it. It’s easy to recognize when you’re looking at pictures, or approaching one on a hike through the desert.
In psychiatry’s life class, I learned that it’s what they call it when you’ve [...]
Stop, Drop, and Roll
Thursday, August 14th, 2008I called her right after I got out of the meeting. I should have called her two weeks ago, but this is a game I play with myself over and over. Before I got to the meeting, I was a jangle of nerves spilling the coffee on my pants and just a few [...]
Mornings are better
Monday, May 12th, 2008I’ve been having allergic reactions to lithium and abilify recently, the abilify added after I had to quit lithium, cold turkey. The abilify was even worse, and made me feel really crazy for the first time ever– manic, mixed, unable to concentrate, on the verge of rage. Even my worst depressions never left [...]
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